Pondering an idea

Well it's been a long while since I last posted and I never really have blogged about any major things that can be interesting to many but I had an idea... Though I think so few actually will read this if you leave a comment about a problem you're having, something you think is a good topic, or anything else you would like for me to blog about I will try my best to do so... And I'm not kidding I'll write about anything... Maybe you can request a poem... Or you want advice just leave me a comment, send me a email, and I'll blog about it... If its an email and you wish for me to leave your username or real name out just write it in a letter format and sign it with a code name... :D please help me out you guys thank you!

Well tomorrows the big day!!

Tomorrow is SIAD!!!! I can't wait have to wear orange ribbon. I was hoping you all would do so to!!! Self-injury awareness day is a big deal for all who SI or know someone who does please help me support them....

More poems

Call to Save a Life

She runs into her room,
Slams the door,
Throwing her phone on the unkept bed,
As she opened the dresser,
Within seconds the silver slipped,
Causing her pain and sorrow to run out,
Misleadingly red,
The flash of light caught her eye,
It came from by the blanket,
With a shaky hand she reached out,
His name flashing across the screen,
While answering she burst into tears,
The knife slipped from her grasp,
When he asked what was wrong,
She saw what she did,
To the smiling girl,
She saw what he did,
With his call to save a life.

poems!!!

I Will...

I will meet you,

I will smile,

I will cry,

I will fight for me,

I will hug you,

I will laugh,

I will be happier then ever before,

I will never leave you,

I will finish college,

I will live happily ever after if,

You say I will too.

Not named......Yet

I feel the hole,

it builds up in side.

It burns through my lungs,

I can't breath.

I hear the laughter,

It pushes me away.

It taunts me,

I want to hide.

I feel the tear,

it runs down my cheek.

It fogs up my eyes,

I can't see.

I hear the silence,

It sneaks in unwanted.

It surrounds me,

I want to scream.

I feel nothing,

I hear nothing.

It is all gone,

I disappear.

Winter Wind

It stings on my skin,

I turn pink.

It cuts off my fingers,

I turn purple.

I don't bleed,

But it still hurts.

I don't cry,

But I'm still hurt.

I run and hide,

But it still comes.

I turn away,

But it wont stop.

It threatens me,

And I listen.

It follows me,

And I go inside.

It rasps on my window,

I close the curtains.

I hide under the blanket,

And it goes away.

I know these are amateur and I've done better but I was bored.

Feeling Smart.

Well today our school is doing stand up to bullying and if you wear pink you got to wear a hat too. I have a little pink on and my friend let me wear her Gir hat <3 i love Gir. I have a big butterfly drawn on my left arm and I  have my lovers name in it <3 he has one with mine <3. I'm feeling rather stupid lately. First yesterday I kept forgetting what I said then repeated my self. Then I for got to post my poems.... Best part is I left my notebook in my locker today. I'm in study hall again listening to my music again. I'm bored yet again but I'm going to stop posting earlier than planned because I just remembered something. So I'll leave you all with one question... How do you survive when you're only life line is 339.929 miles away?

Yet another Boring day...

Hey...... So I'm blogging in school again it's 10:13 at this moment and I'm in study hall. The last two times I posted I was in a room waiting for testing to end and well it's been over for awhile now. I'm listening to music on Grooveshark and waiting for class to end. study hall is fun at times but can get rather boring. Grooveshark I'm going to look at some anime pictures sooner or later but I don't know yet. Tomorrow I be putting up some of the poems I've written here I'll post one I wrote awhile back it's for creative writting club I joind....

Gone

Tears filled her eyes to the brim

Her mom’s arms wrap around her

Her warmth and kindness fill the air around them

She looks at her child with a confused face

“What is wrong?”

She asks her voice soft and sweet

The girl looks up

“I thought he loved me….”

Can you guess what happened? It's based off of something that happened in my life most of my poems are like that. I may not seem the sensitive type over the computer or in real life but if you get to know me I'm more emotional than you would think, and like everyone else I have my story.

In my keyboarding class we are typing a paper thing and we picked a topic that interests us I picked Self-mutilation (cutting).  I am standing for the point that the term 'emo' can be considered labeling and can be found offencive to some people. I personal know a few people who cut and they don't fit the description that people say they should making it all the more easier for them to hid it. Yes i know some people who cut do have some of the details that describe 'emo' in some peoples minds. Main thing I find the term 'emo' offencive and don't like those who judge.

The Winter Blues

Hey this is my second blog post and I don't have much to say. I'm sitting with my friends again... but this time there are more with us were all kind of doing our own thing. I'm texting Joey.... and I'm listening to YouTube videos.. sad songs..... happy songs.... love songs epic rap battles.. I'll post some links to them at the bottom in that order. I'm not feeling the greatest today. Last night I was up until midnight, my little sister gave me a small flu. T_T. I can't believe how bad it was I'm worried I may get  sick today in school. I'll feel embarrassed if I do because everyone will bug me about it. I'm not looking forward to biology unless I throw up on a girl that totally makes me mad. She thinks shes's so much cooler then everyone.... Well I'm going to go were having a good convo..Sad song 1 sad song 2 Love song 1another love song love song  JB Rap battle Vs B