poems!!!

I Will...

I will meet you,

I will smile,

I will cry,

I will fight for me,

I will hug you,

I will laugh,

I will be happier then ever before,

I will never leave you,

I will finish college,

I will live happily ever after if,

You say I will too.

Not named......Yet

I feel the hole,

it builds up in side.

It burns through my lungs,

I can't breath.

I hear the laughter,

It pushes me away.

It taunts me,

I want to hide.

I feel the tear,

it runs down my cheek.

It fogs up my eyes,

I can't see.

I hear the silence,

It sneaks in unwanted.

It surrounds me,

I want to scream.

I feel nothing,

I hear nothing.

It is all gone,

I disappear.

Winter Wind

It stings on my skin,

I turn pink.

It cuts off my fingers,

I turn purple.

I don't bleed,

But it still hurts.

I don't cry,

But I'm still hurt.

I run and hide,

But it still comes.

I turn away,

But it wont stop.

It threatens me,

And I listen.

It follows me,

And I go inside.

It rasps on my window,

I close the curtains.

I hide under the blanket,

And it goes away.

I know these are amateur and I've done better but I was bored.

Feeling Smart.

Well today our school is doing stand up to bullying and if you wear pink you got to wear a hat too. I have a little pink on and my friend let me wear her Gir hat <3 i love Gir. I have a big butterfly drawn on my left arm and I  have my lovers name in it <3 he has one with mine <3. I'm feeling rather stupid lately. First yesterday I kept forgetting what I said then repeated my self. Then I for got to post my poems.... Best part is I left my notebook in my locker today. I'm in study hall again listening to my music again. I'm bored yet again but I'm going to stop posting earlier than planned because I just remembered something. So I'll leave you all with one question... How do you survive when you're only life line is 339.929 miles away?

Yet another Boring day...

Hey...... So I'm blogging in school again it's 10:13 at this moment and I'm in study hall. The last two times I posted I was in a room waiting for testing to end and well it's been over for awhile now. I'm listening to music on Grooveshark and waiting for class to end. study hall is fun at times but can get rather boring. Grooveshark I'm going to look at some anime pictures sooner or later but I don't know yet. Tomorrow I be putting up some of the poems I've written here I'll post one I wrote awhile back it's for creative writting club I joind....

Gone

Tears filled her eyes to the brim

Her mom’s arms wrap around her

Her warmth and kindness fill the air around them

She looks at her child with a confused face

“What is wrong?”

She asks her voice soft and sweet

The girl looks up

“I thought he loved me….”

Can you guess what happened? It's based off of something that happened in my life most of my poems are like that. I may not seem the sensitive type over the computer or in real life but if you get to know me I'm more emotional than you would think, and like everyone else I have my story.

In my keyboarding class we are typing a paper thing and we picked a topic that interests us I picked Self-mutilation (cutting).  I am standing for the point that the term 'emo' can be considered labeling and can be found offencive to some people. I personal know a few people who cut and they don't fit the description that people say they should making it all the more easier for them to hid it. Yes i know some people who cut do have some of the details that describe 'emo' in some peoples minds. Main thing I find the term 'emo' offencive and don't like those who judge.

The Winter Blues

Hey this is my second blog post and I don't have much to say. I'm sitting with my friends again... but this time there are more with us were all kind of doing our own thing. I'm texting Joey.... and I'm listening to YouTube videos.. sad songs..... happy songs.... love songs epic rap battles.. I'll post some links to them at the bottom in that order. I'm not feeling the greatest today. Last night I was up until midnight, my little sister gave me a small flu. T_T. I can't believe how bad it was I'm worried I may get  sick today in school. I'll feel embarrassed if I do because everyone will bug me about it. I'm not looking forward to biology unless I throw up on a girl that totally makes me mad. She thinks shes's so much cooler then everyone.... Well I'm going to go were having a good convo..Sad song 1 sad song 2 Love song 1another love song love song  JB Rap battle Vs B

Fab First

Hey this is my first blog ever and I'm not really sure what to talk about. I'm 14, it's 9:21 am and yes I'm blogging in school. This whole week were having testing in school so us freashmen get at least two hours in the morning to just chill with friends. I'm with three of my closest friends right now one's reading (Tori), ones eating candy (Becky), and the other is playing music (Brittiny!!!!). We are sitting alone in a class room talking about the normal stuff Boys, Baby rats, Bunnys, text messages you know..... I'm also texting my friend Joey (The boy we're talking bout). I'm rather bored.. we're talking about hiding in school closets.... have you done that lolz i think it would rock! Well I'm goinig to go talk more tomorrow.